And the Verdict is in.

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/6385208/

Unless you live under a rock or up in a tree you know that Scott Peterson is guilty. I’ll never know all the facts because I wasn’t on the jury but one of the women that worked in my builing umtill about six months ago was. She still talks to a lot of the girls there so I’m sure that once the gag order is lifted, the rumors will start to fly.

This crime makes me absolutely sick to my stomach. How anybody could kill a women that is pregnant is just beyond me. How is it that somebody could justify KILLING over DIVORCE? Lacy was so young and had so many friends and I’m sure, like all expectant mothers, was dreaming of the day she’d get to hold her little boy in her arms.

I really hoped that it wasn’t him. I really didn’t want to have to think about her last moments of confusion and fear while her husband took her life. I know that she was thinking of Conner, not herself. How could you not as an expectant mother? Somehow I thought that knowing that he didn’t do it would have made me think her last moments wouldn’t have been so agonizing.

I hope they sentence him to death. And I hope he rotts in hell.

Go. Just… go!

To the people who are mad that Bush won and are threatening to move to Canada: Go. Just go!

I can’t believe what sore loser’s people are! I’m a liberal. I voted for Kerry. The state I live in is a blue state (although not as blue as before). I wanted Kerry to win…

BUT, I’m not going to be all boohoo about it and say that I’m LEAVING the country. That’s the most absurd thing I’ve heard people say in a long time.

I used to be proud to be a liberal. Proud that I believed that all people regardless of sexuality, color, income level, sex… even gun owners all deserved equal rights. If there were a vote in CA to allow gay marriage I’d loudly vote YES!

What I won’t do is run with my tail between my legs from a country where I have a right to voice my opinion about such issues openly on my website without the threat of being beheaded and dumped into a mass grave somewhere.

You know what the TRUE liberals will do? They’ll STAY. They’ll stay and fight for what they believe in, for the future of our children, for the future of the WORLD’S peace.

So do all of us liberals that really want things to change, who didn’t just jump on the liberal bandwagon for the first time this election, a favor… You are embarrassing us.

Just go.

It’s all about me!! ME! ME! ME!

From her.

UNIQUE —
1. Nervous Habits? I bite the skin off my lips. Bad, I know.
2. Are you double jointed? No
3. Can you roll your tongue? Yes
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? Yup
5 Can you blow spit bubble? Yes
6. Can you cross your eyes? Yes
7. Tattoos? One. Daisy’s and sunflower on my lower back that reminds me of my grandma.
8. Piercings and where? Two in each ear. Want to get the nose done.
9. Do you make your bed daily? Not since Iived with my mother…

— CLOTHES —
10. Which shoe goes on first? Right
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? Yes.
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? #5
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? Earrings
14. Favorite piece of clothing? Plain white t-shirt that’s been washed too many times. I wear white t-shirts at least three days a week.

— FOOD —
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl and slurp.
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? Yes
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? Chocolate
18. How many cereals in your cabinet? Fruit Loops and Coco Puffs
19. What’s your favorite beverage? Pepsi. Coffee.
20. What’s your favorite restaurant? Pasand
21. Do you cook? Very well.

— GROOMING —
22. How often do you brush your teeth? Two times a day. And I still have 13 cavities. heh
23. Hair drying method? Blown on high for 30 minutes. Thick hair. It loves me.
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? Yes

— MANNERS —
25. Do you swear? Like a fucking truck driver.
26. Do you ever spit? No. Eww.

— WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE —
27. Animal? Cat’s
28. Food? Garlic Chicken Calzone from Frughatti’s. To be exact.
29. Month? September
30. Day? Saturday
31. Favorite Cartoon Character? Kenny
32. Shoe Brand? Steve Madden. I’m a shoe whore and proud of it..
33. Subject in school? Science
34. Color? Blue
35. Sport? Tennis lately
36. TV shows? Dang… CSI. The Daily Show. South Park. Real World/Road Rules Challenge. I have an eclectic TV list. heh

— IN AND AROUND —
41. The CD player? Burned disk with 135 songs. I’m not going to name them all.
42. Person you talk most on the phone with? The Benjamin
43. Ever taken a cab? Yes sir.
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? Is that a bad thing?
45. What color is your bedroom? White. Eww. When I get a house there will not be a single white wall in the house.
46. Do you use an alarm clock? I use the alarm on my cel.
47. Window seat or aisle? Window

LA LA LAND —
48. What’s your sleeping position? In my tummy with my right arm strangling Ben.
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? Yes. What else would I fight with Ben at night for?!
50. Do you snore? According to Ben, if snoring were an Olympic sport, I’d so win the gold medal.
51. Do you sleepwalk? Not that I’m aware of.
52. Do you talk in your sleep? Nope. Thank God.
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Just one. See #48.
54. How about with the light on? Heck no.
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? I like to fall asleep with the TV on.

Blarg

I just spent 2.5 hours trying to figure out why our Quicken balance showed negative $1600. I hadn’t done a bank reconciliation in about a month and I knew when Ben got home he was going to flip his lid when I told him somehow I managed to let us get $1600 in the hole!!

I did the last bank rec and poured over the current online statement while my palms sweated and my head pounded and my stomach tied itself in knots because I couldn’t figure out WHERE we lost that money. I checked and RECHECKED and then just for good measure checked ONE MORE TIME. Finally I decided to get up and walk away. But before I did that I decided to quadruple check the deposits. And there it was… all I can figure is that I work with numbers all day long so I’ve gone mentally retarted when it comes to them. I forgot to add 2 zero’s to a deposit.

2 little 0’s put us way back into the saftey of the little green numbers. heh

I’m blond… sort of.

I can’t believe I forgot to mention this before. Kristen has become a hostee here at aflux.net… I’ll hold off on giving out the link till she has a layout up that she likes and whatnot. 🙂 YAY!

I’m looking for one more hostee. Must be female. Must be over the age of 18 because I use lots of words like ‘shit’ and ‘fuck’ and I talk about stuff like sex. You have to have an opinion and be willing to voice it. I’m fine with getting an initial layout up and wordpress up and running so you have a blog.

Let me know!

BTW – I know the forum is not working. I just haven’t had a chance to look into the problem yet. I’ll try to get to it by this weekend. 🙂

BTW X2 – Nevermind, working now.

The beginning of the next four years…

Kerry lost. I’m sure that every human alive knows that by now so I’m not sure why I felt the need to state that… or post it. I’ll just say that I’m scared about the state our nation will be in four years from now and I’m going to just pray that things start to change. It also scares me to think of where the country will be when it’s Cassidy’s turn to vote. But! Bush is the president again and I have faith that maybe he’s learned a little bit about the how half of America thinks about him and his decisions and he’ll use that knowledge to better the nation as a whole. And that’s enough of that.

I went to the gyno today and got on Seasonale. Everybody say yay for only having three periods a year!! YAY!!

The doc gave me a three month sample which came in a semi-cute pink and black purse that I gave to Cassidy. Yesterday at the dentist I got a nice little travel pouch with travel sized toothpaste, whitening toothpaste, mouth wash, floss, a nice new toothbrush, 13 cavaties, and a partridge in a pear tree. If I keep going to the doctor everyday I’ll never have to buy another purse or tioletry.

I’m in such a blah mood. I need to start this new drug from the head doctor. I’ve had enough non-medicated Anna. I want the happy pill Anna back. I was supposed to start taking it Friday and he said it would take aboout four days to fully enter my system.

My mom will be here Saturday to spend the night with Cameron, the cat and the 50 lb dog till Sunday morning when the movers get to her apt 1/4 mile away to unload her stuff. Maybe I should start the happy drug tonight….

Thus ends my pointless rambling for now. You may now continue on your way.

13!!

So I went to the dentist today. I really used to hate the dentist. Who doesn’t? The guy sticks sharp instruments into your mouth and tries to convince you that it’s for your own good. Pffft.

Then I found it. The diamond in the rough. I forget that I live in one of the high tech capitols of the world. Just down the street from us (’bout a mile away) is a really nice shopping center called Rivermark. (Side note: I’d love to buy a home in there but I’m scared to go see how much they are.)

ANYWAY! There at Rivermark is Cerulean Dental Spa. I thought the name was a gimmick. I mean, it’s surrounded by places with names like ‘The Prolific Oven’ and ‘Posh Bagel’. I mean, WTF is with the names at this place?? So when I had to pick a dentist and that one was close and had ‘Spa’ in the name, I figured what the hell.

This place is farking awsome. 21″ wide screen TV’s hang at the end of all the chairs. Chairs that are so posh they had to get pissy with me to get me out of it at the end of the appointment. Seriously. The TV’s all show the computer screen the dentist is working from. It also instantly pops up the digital X-rays they take RIGHT THERE IN THE CHAIR. X-ray machines in EVERY room. And INSTANT TEETH PICTURES! And as if that weren’t enough, the tools he uses have fiber optic cameras on them and you can WATCH what they are doing in your mouth! If you want to that is, Cassidy watched for a bit then opted to have them turn on Scooby-Doo for her to watch.

They checked for cavaties with this awsome little laser pen. You hold it up to the tooth and it gives you a number read out that tells you 1)if you have a cavaty, 2)the depth of the cavaty, and 3) where the cavaty is. No scraping the tooth and using the sharp-instrument-of-death-to-gums for cavaty searching!! THEN they take pictures of your individual teeth to show you were the cavaties are.

Where the hell was this place when I was a kid?! When I was a kid they filled your teeth with metal fillings. Which according to my new dentist is CRAP! They also used fillings that FALL APART and WEAR AWAY and cause the old cavaties to become NEW cavaties. Which is the case with my teeth. I had about 8 fillings that are the tooth-colored fillings that have started to wear away and have exposed the second, very cavity prone layer of my tooth. Leading to… a BUTT LOAD of NEW cavaties. 13 to be exact. 13 because the old fillings are wearing at the sides so that a few of the old fillings have cavaties on TWO sides.

13 cavaties people!! 13! And I had to see them all. The teeth were as wide as the 21″ screen. 21″ cavaty ridden teeth. *shudder* Sometimes technology is not so great.

So… first I have to go to the oral surgeon to get the 3 teeth yanked. Fun. Then I have to have 13 cavaties filled. More Fun.
In the picture you can see that those three teeth are not exactly coming in right. The ones on the top are facing BACK. Remember that’s a shot that goes all the way around so those teeth are on the side of my face. Those bastards reduce me to a liquid diet about once a month for four or five days at a time when they decide to push out a little more. Not for much longer.

After ALL of this. I’m going to start using Invisalign. It’s actually covered by my insurance and these teeth pushing in pushed my teeth up front out of wack. *sigh* Years and years of braces… and I didn’t realize for so long as I was wearing my retainer and my teeth just kept moving more and more that these teeth were what was causing that all along.

*deep breath* I should blog about my appointment with the head doctor too but I’m going to leave that for another post when I’ve had the chance to do a little more research on what he told me today and the medicine he wants to put me on.

And I’m off to give my full attention to the TV and the election coverage. Not looking too good for my boy. Hopefully he can pull Ohio out of the back and be the Come Back Kid.

Time to Vote!!

Everybody better go vote tomorrow!!

I have an appointment with the head DR @ 10:00. With the dentist @ 3:00. Then have to vote. Busy day.

I had a incident today with my car insurance people. As I get older I have less and less patience to deal with morons. I swear, after having run a business that was centered around customer service, I can’t stand not getting it. These people could literally care less. Tomorrow I’m going to call up and give them the ‘I’m calling around today to find a different carrier so you can either FIX YOUR mistake or tell me what I have to do to cancel my policy’ talk with them.

Just ARG!

Ben is getting over the bug. I am still hacking up buckets of mucus. It’s not green. I guess that’s a good sign. *shrug*

Anyway, VOTE TOMORROW! You’re American! Act like one!